Fear.
It’s something we all deal with. In some way, shape, or form, we all are – or have been – afraid, in one or more ways, to greater or lesser degree. It comes as mild as nervousness, as extreme as sheer terror, or anywhere in between. It can be about anything and everything. And no one is immune.
The thing is… We don’t have to be afraid.
As a Christian, I know the solution to fear. The antidote, if you will. And that is God. For God is love, and there is no fear in love (1 John 4:18). When we truly put our trust in Him, truly love Him and let Him love us, our fears melt away, replaced with confidence in our Lord and a strength that can come only from Him. I have experienced this many times, and it is absolutely amazing.
Yet we forget. I forget. No matter how many times God proves to me that I don’t have to be afraid, I, as an imperfect human, will continue to let fear creep in. Sometimes I don’t realize it’s fear at first, for fear is at the root of many other emotions. Lately it’s been showing up on the milder end of the fear scale, manifesting as sometimes feeling nervous or overwhelmed at the prospect of giving birth and adding another member to our family, with all that entails. When I’m not in super excited mode, many questions and worries can start to whirl through my head.
But God is faithful, and He always reminds me to look to Him, to trust in Him. Today He used the song “Oceans,” by Hillsong United, to grab my attention as we sang it in church. The song has always been one I’ve liked, but there’s one line in particular that goes straight to my heart as the singer addresses God:
“Where feet may fail and fear surrounds me
You’ve never failed and You won’t start now.”
Yes. Yes, Lord. Thank You for reminding me. You are trustworthy. In all my life, in all my past trials and fears, You have NEVER failed me. And this time will be no different. Nor will any other time in the future. I don’t need to be afraid. I will look to You, and You will fill me with peace and love and whatever else I need to live well and to honour You. I pray that all those reading this will do the same. ❤